Its good to have it bad.

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I am busier than ever right now.

I won’t list everything I have on my plate right now, because I am sure no one would believe me. A few years ago I would have been starting to break-down. I would have complained. I would definitely bitched whined. I would have worried constantly ‘how am I going to do it all?’ And if you hung out with me then I am certain you would have heard the ‘I am not doing this again! I am not going to volunteer/help/donate time/get involved ever ever again’ rant. But this year? This year is different. I have learned I enjoy my life to be this way. I am confident I will fulfill all my commitments and responsibilities. I know I can do it. I know I won’t let anyone down. Because I have been here before. And I survived. Actually I blossomed. I am better for having been an active participant in my own life. It has made me a better person by being helpful.

And right now I feel particularly privileged to be in a situation to be able to do all that I do for others.

Basically, I am grateful.

So you won’t hear me complain.

Not today anyway.

Of course, a nice romantic vacation (for two, sorry kids) to Vegas or Mexico wouldn’t hurt either.

But until then,I am going to enjoy my life.

And my worries.

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(Special note to The Husband; I can only do all this because of you. Thank you.)

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